How I feel…
Ditto… :/
“It’s not going to be the same. Maybe never. Do you understand that?”
Damnit…
This was the last thing I expected to happen… This whole situation… the way it turned out… Damnit. That’s all I can say, really. Whatever feelings I have about any of this are better left in my head. I feel like there’s nothing I can say that’s deserving. It’s better to just put them aside. This is all temporary. But I need to make a fucking change! Me. I have to because this is a result of… Fuck! I shouldn’t blame myself, but I can’t help but feel responsible about what happened. And now that she’s with him, I hope she’s happier. All I’ve ever wanted for her was sweet serenity. Even if that means I have nothing to do with it. That sucks. It really, black hole status, sucks. But there’s nothing I can do except wait. Shut the fuck up… and wait. *deep sigh* Damnit.
You play these games, baby honestly?
It’s such a shame, you think you control me.
Control my life, and everything around,
I’ve got my feet on solid ground.
I’m gonna push you away,
with every word that you say.
I’m gonna push you away, away…
I’ve let you win too many times.
If I gave you my…
(Source: thepopularopinion)
“I won’t stop until I can reach you and get this off my chest.”
“Mind your tongue and save your breath for someone else.
You won’t believe me, we’re not the same ‘cause I dig
and I dig you too.
Conformed in writing, I will fight for the sake of you.
I will fight for this.
Dream if you’ll live forever,
Dream for me.
Broken down,
I’ve tried to pick up the pieces.”-“YDG”, Of Mice & Men
(Source: id3alistic)
“Still YDG’N”
You play these games, baby honestly? It’s such a shame, you think you control me.
Control my life, and everything around, I’ve got my feet on solid ground.
I’m gonna push you away, with every word that you say.
I’m gonna push you away, away…
I’ve let you win too many times.
(Source: wef0undalaska)
